Friday 31 August 2012

God of wonders


"There is in many hearts a yearning for the firsthand experience of the presence of God. Many people are tired of religion reduced to social action, group therapy, or theological analysis. They wonder where the wonder went." ~ Robert Raine.

God is ineffable.  And yet I catch a glimpse of God in creation.  When I feel he is distant or unknowable I remember that he shows his glory in creation.  Just take time to breathe in gratitude for the beauty of the simple things, like a blade of grass, the clouds, a raindrop.

“Something of God…flows into us from the blue of the sky, the taste of honey, the delicious embrace of water….” ~ C.S. Lewis in ‘Scraps’, St. James’ Magazine.

I know this for his Word tells me so.  I know this because my heart and spirit...HIS Spirit within me confirms it.

The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands. Day after day they pour forth speech; night after night they display knowledge. There is no speech or language where their voice is not heard. Their voice goes out into all the earth, their words to the ends of the world. ~Psalm 19:1-4

For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities--his eternal power and divine nature--have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse. ~ Romans 1:20
Then I remember - how could I forget?- His Son...and my heart swells in gratitude.  Our God of wonders.

God of Wonders ~ Chris Tomlin

Lord of all creation
Of water, earth, and sky
The heavens are Your tabernacle
Glory to the Lord on High

God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy

Lord of heaven and earth...

Early in the morning
I will celebrate the light
And as I stumble through the darkness
I will call Your name by night

God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy
Lord of heaven and earth...

Hallelujah to the Lord of heaven and earth...

God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me


~Thank you Jesus for revealing the heart of God to us.~

[Scripture quotes from NIV.]

Monday 27 August 2012

Aha...some words...book review

It appears I do have some words...here's my review of Wuthering Heights by Emily Brontë (they lived just over the hill from us you know - the Brontës, not Heathcliff and Cathy).  I'm rather glad I've finished this book, perhaps now Kate Bush will stop going around my head.."Heathcliff, it's me, Cathy, I've come home I'm so cold, let me in in at your windoohooow ..."

Wuthering Heights Emily Bronte 3 stars

Far too bleak for my liking. I don't generally like to read books about what happens when sociopaths become obsessed with one another and descend into paranoid schizophrenia.

The only character I liked reasonably is Nelly/Ellen, though any sane person would have travelled over land and sea to get a job anywhere but at Wuthering Heights so why she remained in their employ is beyond me.

I'll give it three stars because it kept me interested enough to keep reading, but many times I just wondered where the book was going and what its point was.

It had a mildly happy ending - if not rather unconvincing - as if the oft abused Hareton would suddenly become this well rounded person with a bit of book learning and the love of a good woman.

No, not my cup-o'-tea.

I ought to add, when reading the introduction to The Tenant of Wildfell Hall by Anne Brontë the writer mentions the drink and drug fuelled violence of the Brontë sisters' brother Branwell as he descended towards the end of his life into Delirium Tremens . Made me think of Hindley Earnshaw's character in this book and wondered if Branwell's alcoholism influenced the story at all.

No words

I have a number of posts -  partly written...and I'm just not satisfied with any of them.  One is a conversation with Chatterbox and Squidge where we talked about some deep stuff, one is about the Gospel, and a third is about sin.  But I cannot get it out in words. I think that perhaps at this difficult spiritual juncture (having recently left our church of 34 years) maybe I need to just take time to heal and to just...be.

It's the last week of the school holidays and we are frantically getting everything ready for school.  I need to sew numerous labels on Chatterbox's school uniform.  Squidge needs to finish a learning log about 'My Life'.  I wish the holidays didn't end, but hey-ho! :)

So I'm sorry if things are quiet around here.  Watch this space...

Thursday 16 August 2012

Real life is a gift

"Christianity is not primarily a moral code but a grace-laden mystery; it is not essentially a philosophy of love but a love affair; it is not keeping rules with clenched fists but receiving a gift with open hands."

~Brennan Manning, The Ragamuffin Gospel

Wednesday 15 August 2012

Apart from the fruit-tree there is no fruit

Many times the words 'peace is a Person' on Ann Voskamp's blog A Holy Experience has made me stop in my tracks.  I can almost hear God whisper through the storm of this difficult period in my life, "Remember where peace abides".

My peace is Jesus.

He is our Lord of peace. (2 Thess. 3:16)
He is the Prince of Peace. (Isaiah 9:6)

He is peace in my home. He is peace with my children. He is peace in my comings and goings. He is peace amidst the storm. He is peace in my solitude. He is peace in the chaos.

I might be a raging storm of grumpiness and irritability, but he is always there - my peace.  If I fix my eyes on the stress I am stressed, if I fix my eyes on him I am peaceful.

As I thought about the Person of Peace, I thought about the other fruits of the Holy Spirit.  Fruit only comes from a fruit tree, without a fruit-tree no fruit is produced.  When separated from the fruit-tree the fruit rots.

The fruit of the Holy Spirit is fruit produced by the Holy Spirit, not by me, not by anything else.  It isn't my fruit, it is his fruit produced when I abide in Jesus just as he promised. I can't be loving or peaceful in my own strength...as a perfectionist I have tried I promise you, but the result is always despondency and a deep feeling of failure. Without Jesus I have no fruit; when I move away from him and try to depend on my own resources my fruit rots and it kind of stinks.

Jesus is...

...my love.
...my joy.
...my peace.
...my patience*
...my kindness.
...my goodness.
...my faithfulness.
...my gentleness.
...my self-control.**

Fruit can only be produced by a fruit-tree.

Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me. 
~ John 15:4, ESV

Notes:

*The word from the Greek translated patient means: endurance, constancy, steadfastness, perseverance, forbearance, longsuffering, slowness in avenging wrongs.
**The Greek word translated self-control is the attribute of one who does not let desires or passions have control or mastery of them.

Saturday 11 August 2012

Too much cutes

http://www.buzzfeed.com/expresident/the-cutest-things-that-ever-happened

The above link is just so much cute! I promise you, you won't be disappointed!

Friday 10 August 2012

I desire mercy, not sacrifice.

"The crucial point here is that, in general, religiously observant people were offended by Jesus, but those estranged from religious and moral observance were intrigued and attracted to him. We see this throughout the New Testament accounts of Jesus’s life. In every case where Jesus meets a religious person and a sexual outcast (as in Luke 7) or a religious person and a racial outcast (as in John 3-4) or a religious person and a political outcast (as in Luke 19), the outcast is the one who connects with Jesus and the elder-brother type does not. Jesus says to the respectable religious leaders ‘the tax collectors and the prostitutes enter the kingdom before you’ (Matthew 21:31)." ~ Tim Keller

The more I learn about Jesus the more his life makes me consider my walk with God and how I view the world and church-life.  It fits in with the verse from Hosea quoted by Jesus in Matt 9:13 and Matt 12:7, which has been in my mind a great deal recently: "I desire mercy not sacrifice".

From: Keller Quotes
Hat tip to this post: Christianity and Respectability

Tuesday 7 August 2012

The Ragamuffin Gospel Book Review

Here is one of my latest reviews from Good Reads:
5 stars

There are not enough superlatives in the dictionary. I LOVED this book. This is partly because it is a wonderful book that I think I'll want to read again and again, but also because I feel rather bedraggled, beat-up and burnt out right now. This is indeed chicken soup for a poorly ol' soul!

But this book has reminded me of something, something that I learned when I first really knew Jesus loved me, and it is this: he is all I need. Right now, and for all eternity, all I need to know is Jesus. I don't need to know someone else's opinion about Jesus, I don't even need to form my own opinion about Jesus, I need to know Jesus.

We must never allow the authority of books, institutions, or leaders to replace the authority of knowing Jesus Christ personally and directly.


When the religious views of others interpose between us and the primary experience of Jesus as the Christ, we become unconvicted and unpersuasive travel agents handing out brochures to places we have never visited.


That second quote above especially spoke to me. There is a danger in so many churches today that we are basically living vicarious Christian lives. We are living someone else's relationship with God. But unless we are deeply rooted personally in Christ then all we have in that relationship is our time in church listening to another's vision of who God really is. Where does that leave us when we step out into the world? We might be well drilled in our answers, we might have the vision down pat, but when we are really tested we'll fall at the first fence.

I need Jesus.

I need Jesus. HE is the Good News, HE is the Gospel message, HE is the Rock on which EVERYTHING must be built.

Sometimes we can't see Jesus through the mess of stuff that is drummed into our heads by well-meaning theologists and preachers. We squash down the still small voice of God because it seems to contradict what we've heard and so we lose real peace. We read the scriptures with conflicted hearts because they don't seem to fit in with what we just heard preached or taught and so we cannot approach the truth with honesty. We get to the point where we question ourselves. Who are we? We're just a cog in the big machine. How does God see us? He doesn't, we are absorbed into the crowd.

But this isn't true. He loves each and every one of us as if we were the only one on earth. We are his lost sheep and he would leave 99 sheep to go look for the one that was lost. We are special to him.

"I will praise you, because I am fearfully and wonderfully made".

Such tender love engenders gratitude. It brings compassion for other lost sheep into our hearts. We are merciful because we are shown mercy. We love because we are loved.

Jesus doesn't come with new rules, the gospel message is simple. He comes in love and grace to offer hope to the hopeless (i.e. us). Even the new commandment that he gives in the Gospels is impossible to keep. That is the joy of the Gospel, what God tells us to do is impossible. Love? I can't do that! I can't do it! And God says, "Exactly", so here's my Son given for you. That is the joy! Oh blessed Eucharist, what thanksgiving! I can't do it! So he did. Then I can love because I am grateful, because he has set me free to give thanks. *Eucharist means 'thanksgiving'.

Breaking bread with Jesus was a festive celebration of good fellowship in which there was salvation. Asceticism was not only inappropriate but unthinkable in the presence of the Bridegroom.


Here are a number of quotes that spoke to me:

How difficult it is to be honest, to accept that I am unacceptable, to renounce self-justification, to give up the pretence that my prayers, spiritual insight, tithing, and success in ministry have made me pleasing to God! No antecedent beauty enamours me in his eyes. I am lovable only because he loves me.


He loves me!

The prophetic word spoken to a thirty-four year old widow, Marjory Kempe, in Lynn, Massachusetts, in 1667 remains ever ancient, ever new: "More pleasing to Me than all your prayers, works, and penances is that you would believe I love you".


The spirit of Caiaphas lives on in every century of religious bureaucrats who confidently condemn good people who have broken bad religious laws. Always for a good reason of course: for the good of the temple, for the good of the church. How many sincere people have been banished from the Christian community by religious power brokers as numb in spirit as Caiaphas!


Eugene Kennedy writes: "The devil dwells in the urge to control rather than liberate the human soul..."


"It is for freedom that Christ has set us free."

The question had become not "What does Jesus say?" but "What does the church say?" This question is still being asked today. Sad but true: Some Christians want to be slaves. It is easier to let others make decisions or to rely upon the letter of the law.


Living by grace inspires a growing consciousness that I am what I am in the sight of Jesus and nothing more.


What infallible guarantee do we have that ragamuffins will be treated at the judgement with infinite kindness and immeasurable mercy? Because you passed it around, says Jesus. He stands by His Word: Blessed are the merciful; you will be shown nothing but mercy.


Jesus is the way to Abba. He is the Truth spoken by Abba. He is the Life we are invited to share - His life with Abba.



Monday 6 August 2012

Menu plan for the week (and a few days)

Here's our menu for the week (and a few days), I normally do my shopping on a Wednesday, but we just got back from our holiday in Devon (well we got back on Saturday) so I need to stock up.

Monday
Breakfast – Toast (already had this, the girls had chocolate spread sandwiches - good food at its best NOT).
Lunch - Cheese on toast
Evening Meal - Pork chop risotto (because I always make this when I do a menu plan on my blog!) :)))

Tuesday
Breakfast – Crumpets
Lunch – Chicken soup and home baked bread
Evening Meal – Out for a barbeque (will it rain?? Most likely!)

Wednesday
Breakfast – Toast or cereal
Lunch – Baked potatoes with tuna mayonnaise and cucumber
Evening Meal – Toad in the Hole

Thursday
Breakfast – Sausage muffins (as in oven-bottom muffins...)
Lunch – Quick sandwich for me, kids are at in-laws for lunch and I’m meeting a friend later
Evening Meal - Chicken pie (not homemade), mash n’ veg

Friday
Breakfast – Toast or cereal
Lunch – Hummus and salad pitta
Evening Meal - Lasagna

Saturday
Breakfast – Pancakes and maple syrup
Lunch – Home-made naan bread
Evening Meal – Penne carbonara

Sunday
Breakfast – Croissants with jam and butter
Lunch - not sure...
Evening Meal - Pizza

Monday
Breakfast – Boiled eggs and soldiers (I am RUBBISH at making boiled eggs...never get them just right, but hey-ho we press on).
Lunch - Cheese toasties
Evening Meal – Chicken, potatoes, bacon Au Gratin (as seen on Sandra’s food blog) with corn-on-the-cob

Tuesday
Breakfast - Toast or cereal
Lunch - Sandwiches
Evening Meal – Burgers baked in mushroom soup and garlic, served with mash and broccoli