I've been for a walk.
Been to the doctors - bared my heart to my GP, she was very nice. Husband made me go, he could see I was slightly falling apart.
I'm going to get over all this church stuff, but it's going to be slow. I can't rush anything.
Unlearning is so much harder than learning.
Couldn't go to church last Sunday. The panic attacks were ridiculous. Hoping I can make it next Sunday.
I'll perhaps share more about the cult we have left, at some point...I don't even want to call it a church...
Hugs
8 comments:
My poor sweet friend.....{{{Hugs and Love}}}
You WILL get past it and it will take time. Hang in there.
Sarah, I too will put you on my prayer list, that you might be able to move forward from these unpleasant memories.
Joining Elizabethd in praying for you, Sarah - hang on to the promises in Isaiah 43 - He WILL be with you through the deep waters
blessings and hugs xx
Thank you {{{hugs}}}
Thank you, you are so kind xxx
Thank you your prayers mean a lot to me xxx
Keep blogging. You have people here who care. One of the best things about blogging is that it helps me (and others) to know how to pray.
Thank you so much Carol, I feel very lifted by everyone's prayers and kindness. x
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